Arunai Engineering College to Govt. Arts College:-
(Vijayannamalai's College life time experience)
Hello friends, This is unforgettable day(05.04.2015) in my life. Because this day i discontinued from Engineering. I was studied 12th standard in Shanmuga Industries Hr.sec.school. Tiruvannamalai. I have took maths biology group in twelfth standard. I have scored good mark and then my father wish to i will become a Software Engineer. Really i don't like the Engineering. My father was forced me to join engineering. That's why i went for Engineering. So, My father was bought engineering form. I have filled that form and sent it to Anna university. Next A letter came to my address from Anna university. I got great opportunity to study Engineering. After i went to Anna university. I paid counseling fees Rs.5000.That time i was a first graduate in my family. When i forgot to took my first graduate certificate while attend the counseling. However in anna university Councillors told that take your first graduate certificate next day first attend the counseling. Meanwhile i aimed to choose the computer science group.
I can got computer science group by my better mark. Then i thought about that which college is better in Tiruvannamalai. Many of them told to me "Arunai that's best engineering college". But in counseling time my father forced me to took S.K.P Eng college. After that i told to dad i think both college are better but many peoples told me "Take A.E.C that's best college". Why don't we take that college?. After a long discussion I convinced my father to take Arunai.Eng.College with my own decision. Next my father said "Ok your choice. But u should study well in that college". I said "i will study well dad don't worry about that". Then i went back to my home and took first graduate certificate i submit that to Anna university. After some leave days i went to A.E.C. I joined there and In my first day of the college went happily. That day on wards after 2 months they gave lot of works such Record, observations including Daily slip test. I am very lazy person. I couldn't finish and submit that written works correct time.
They gave the punishment like standing on the floor too much time, kept me to stand out of the class.I couldn't bear them punishment. Day by day i hate that college and college teachers. when i was second semester. Sometimes i told to my dad "pls dad i don't like this college and faculty. i want to discontinued this college. I want to go for Arts college. My dad got angry while hearing that words. I went that college with no interesting. just i past some days with that college. And my weak subject is Maths. i didn't got good marks on maths. So the teacher will complained about me to dad that "He is not studying well".
My father was uneducated. He had drinking habit also. Whatever someone told anything he believe them words. Many times he scold me like why u don't studying well "idiot". if you don't studying well how will u can got good future? and sometimes he said I paid a money for you. you should kept that on your mind.if you don't studying well i will give punishment for you. I said to my dad my weak subject is maths that is why i could not good marks in maths. Pls understand dad. She could not understood what i told because he was uneducated. I felt very sad in that college days.Because i felt engineering subjects learning is very difficult especially maths is too. Some days went and Many days the maths sir arranged the parents meeting. He was told and discussed about my education to my dad. I didn't took them discussion seriously.
Once upon a time As usual he kept parent's meeting usually education relevant went there.but after sometimes the sir told me to stand out of the staff room. They talked privately at staff room. I don't know what they discussing about. After my father and I return to our house. I can realized that my father is now angry. Then my father broke my Mob phone. It's make me angry. But i hide my angry feeling on my face. Usually my father drank and said about what was they discussed on parents meeting. A truth was revealed when i knew them discussion is the sir asked to my father "what is your son doing in house?" Father says "He spend his most of the times on computer and Mob". Sir, says "Don't let him to use mob and Pc?" father asks "why?" " Your son may watch nude videos and blue films". I knew this all from my father when drinking. It's make me upset and angry. when i thought A teacher who should know the for what they will discussed to parent's and what they should not discussed to parents?. A teacher who should know them limitation to discussed with parents. When i knew the reason for "why dad broke my mobile?". Sometimes the sir used some bad words. One day that thinks are going on my mind I didn't like that college.
I couldn't pass in maths , A lot of works , Discussion on parents meeting, Money problems, No freedom, this was make me mentally ill. So i decided surely to discontinue the college and i thought i will join for Arts college. That's better for me. One day i wrote a letter to college principle "My father couldn't manage a life with low salary. In this situation it's very difficult to pay the college fees. So pls give the TC for join to another college". That day i came with my dad and bought the TC from principle for join arts college. They removed and bought my identity card. That particular time little sad feeling is going on my mind. This thoughts are ran on my mind that our engineering life is end today. Hereafter i would not meet my class mates in this college. After Some days i was in house. Next i joined to Govt.Arts.College. Tiruvannamalai. I will share about my Govt college life in my next status in fb.
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So sad Nanba... Study well Nanba..
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